So, I'm working on my application, and I'm praying, and I'm thinking, and one of my biggest concerns about getting into the program is the likelihood of having a crazy schedule.
I thought to myself, "Is this discernment? Is this God saying it's a bad idea?"
Predictably, I just shoved that thought down for a couple of days.
Then I remembered what happens when I ignore my gut/the Holy Spirit, and sat down and prayed.
The damnedest thing happened. I realized I'm not worried about the tight schedule. Nope. I'm worried that if I have a tight schedule, I'll lose my loved ones. I'm worried that if I'm less available/accessible, I won't be worth the bother of loving.
What a bunch of horseshit.
Bring on the chaos. There's nowhere Love can't go.
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