There's been a lot of unbloggable stuff lately (hence the radio silence), and there's one thing in particular that I've just gone round and round on. Last night was another inning, just as frustrating as all the ones it replicated.
But when I went to bed (at 9:00-- I'm practically a fainting goat when I'm stressed), that little God-voice whispered, "What if you treat this area like a gift?" If I did decide to do that, how would it change things? I might be more tender and less controlling. I might notice more and get angry less.
Mind you, at this point I've been so frustrated for so long, it's going to be a mighty feat to make that leap.
I don't know about you, but sometimes I find being a grown-up exhausting.
3.19.2009
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"So keep fightin' for freedom and justice, beloveds, but don't you forget to have fun doin' it. Lord, let your laughter ring forth. Be outrageous, ridicule the fraidy-cats, rejoice in all the oddities that freedom can produce. And when you get through kickin' ass and celebratin' the sheer joy of a good fight, be sure to tell those who come after how much fun it was."
-Saint Molly Ivins
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me, too. but really really really good question.
ReplyDeleteYep, going through some unbloggable stuff too. I am having a hard time reframing it as a gift. Perhaps when I make out the other end I will see all of this morass I'm going through as a gift in disguise. I'm just to engulfed in the darkness of my fear to see the light.
ReplyDeletePeace and love,